It's been a while..

Well. home for a n hour during school. I am bored. I think I will write a poem.

There was a funny duck,

who never had the pluck

to sit on plummy jello,

his attitude was yellow.

Then one day it dawned on him,

that the others weren't quite fond of him.

This news was quite renewing

so he changed what he was doing.

He bought a orange bow tie,

and a hat of purple dye,

then he strutted out into the pond,

while the others on him gazed upon.

He felt quite spanky and smart,

so the others did not have the heart,

to reveal a scary secret

his backside plummage was depleted.

This bird of woe might never know

the cause for their hilarity,

but does it matter if the latter

takes it for sincerity?

This ridiculous, no patterned poem, was inspired by J.R.R. Tolkien. I know it's not good, but it was fun. The moral is that if anyone has something askew in their appearance, you should always always inform them of it because...that's just the right thing to do! hehe..thank you for your time.

Day after CHRISTmas

I got a dvd player for college !!! yay! And like 10 dvd's which I think I already left one at a friends' house...oops.
Anyway, my dad got ROTk, eE, absolutely bogus! except that Saruman and wormtongue die at the wrong place, sorry if i spoiled that for anybody who has yet to see it!@ We watched like hours of behind the scenes info, no interviews though sadly, they are my favorite part. I still like the Fellowship's stuff the best! I think that that's part of the reason while i like it so much, when you see how much they really do love eachother it makes the fellowship seem so much more realistic. Yes, i'm a lotr dork, no i don't have a fan club...ok, no more stuff to say~

Big Black Box

To sit in solemn silence on a dull, dark dock in a pestelential prison with a life long lock, awaiting the sensation of a short, sharp shock from a cheap and chippy chopper on a big, black box, a big, black box.

This is a warm-up excercise thing. Can you figure out what it means? I think it's some sort of prisoner who is in a cell, with the death penalty by the guillotine(spelling?).

Merry Christmas Eve! EAting at the Boi na Braza for lunch today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

christmastime

It's snowing! I spent all day at the mall! I wrapped presents for an hour! We made christmas tree cookies! I don't have school and Eloise at Christmas was on this morning! What does this all add up to???? It's almost Christmas! My parents are being very mysterious...I mainly asked for money this christmas and a few dvd's but there are several extra packages under the tree plus some dvd shaped ones so they are very sneaky. I love surprises though, but it's hard to ask for a surprise bc then...well you know. I can't believe it's snowing. I hope it snows tomorrow too when I babysit the possessed four year old all day tomorrow. I did it yesterday, we watched Elf three times! I know, it's not THAT good. Now, Pirates of the car. I could watch three times in one day and still laugh but not Elf. Kij,. are you reading persuasion, it's ok if you aren't but it is soooo good. I really like it and it would be fun to talk about it with someone. A major chick book. So I ran into my english teacher at Barnes and Noble yesterday when I took my friend to a movie and desert and shopping for her present and I blushed so red when I saw him. He was totally casual, very unlke his usual self, and I was just shocked. It was way weird. Anyway, the same friend gave me the cutest little red leather notebook and an Aurora ( sleeping Beauty) wash cloth. Random yes, awesome absolutely. I love Aurora. we got my mom a really pretty robe today and some pajamas and my older bro a dress shirt and tie because he's working at a church now.
Sorry that this is a totally boring blog, like any of you care about what I did all day, but I'm too happy to rant and too happy to make a serious essay about some controversial issue. But I will leave you with this, "Chewing gum is really gross, chewing gum I hate the most"-Willy Wonka

lonnng time no talky

So I finally have time to have a life since City of Angels is over. IT was sooo much fun though. There was this girl who was sooo funny, I'll just say that " Some like It Hot". hehe. Anyway, I finished the chronicles of Narnia last night. I din't love it at first, but seriously, the last battle is incredible. C.S Lewis is a literary genius. I felt so close to God, and I really understood Him as a friend more from reading these little fantasy stories. I would hightly recommend them. And the last one will make you want to go to heaven asap, if you don't already...I wrote a sort of poem last night that I think I will always keep. I don't write poetry, and I don't even really like to read it. This one didn't rhyme or anything, it just kind of flowed. It made me wnat to cry , or maybe that is just because I've beeen way stressed out recently. but anyway, I doubt that I'll ever show it to anyone, I"ll just keep it and pull it out when I need some comfort. I am so ready for college, one of my good frineds is greaduating early and moving to New Jersey over the breeak. It's happening, people I know are graduating and moving on, many whom I will never see again on earth, some I'll never see again ever. I feel like part of me wants to stay in care-free high school for a little longer, then the other more influential half wants to go out and go to college and be on my own and make friends and become a teacher...It is so sad to think that I'll never really live in our house again after this, or at least not really feel like I belong. It will be different from the day that I go to college. I suppose you cant' hold on to your childhood forever, that's what this is compared to the rest of your life, we're still living in our childhood. I've never wanted to grow up really, in middle school I was one of the last to relunctantly give up my barbies, and my little brother was the first to stop playing outside when we were little because he wanted to do nintendo stuff. I guess I just hate having to take on all the responsiblity of being older, but yet I"m excited about it too. My roommate and I looked at dorm stuff next week and it's going to be sooo cute and colorful. So i"ll end this on a happy note, OBU is the best!

singing

It's always hard for me to believe that someone just can't sing. Maybe it's because it's like my "thing", I wouldn't be who I am if I didn't sing. It's such a big part of me, actually, music is in general. I just can't imagine being happy if everyone around me is singing and I couldn't. It's such a fulfilling thing to express yourself with music. That's seems kind of narrow minded, I'm sure, but it's just really depressing to me. A lot of people in our musical can't sing, and they know it,. they can't hear the notes and they get so frustrated. Some of them just have never had any training though, and that would help. My brother just got the lead in their musical at Oklahoma Baptist University, and I can't wait to be in the college performances. He's going to be so good.
In our musical, many of the girl's wear some rather risque costumes and they almost treat that like it's a privilege. Like, oh look, I have the smallest costume so..i dunno. It's disgusting. Kara and I have really made an effort to catch ourselves when we start gossiping, as girls tend to do, and it is very hard sometimes. We've gotten to wear we look at eachother and just stop talking. There are literally dozens of verses about not gossiping in psalms and proverbs, so God obviously impressed it on david's heart. Why? Because it can lead to soooo much trouble. I can't tell you how many people I have known who ended their friendship over gossip. IT's really not that hard to stop, well I say that, but actually it's just very hard to catch yourself.
I once knew a girl that wrote verses about gossiping on her telephone so that when she started she would see it. Good idea I think.

New peeps

I just ran into this guy's profile on this and it was really interesting, we have a lot in common between choir and church stuff. I have to say I"m a little skeptical about all this internet meeting people stuff but who knows, you could make a friend. I would NEVER even entertain the thought that you would meet someone and fall in love or whatever. sure, it's a romantic sentiment but so unrealistic and stupid in this day. Some of my favorite movies are YO've Got Mail and Sleepless in Seattle but you know waht, I really don't think that would happen and work out. I suppose God works in mysterious ways but I'm not looking for that like some people. It's sad that women especially, have become so desparate as to go to these extents for "love". Actually it's not just sad, it's down right pitiful because they have such a void that only one Person can fill. I suppose that there are many of these such people at my school that I talk to everyday, some that may not even know that I'm a believer. I mean, I think that most people assume that I"m a "good girl" but do they really know what I believe in and why I am how I am. I have a sophomore cousin who is living in deep rebellion, she came over to our house for g-parents anniversary. It's so sad to see someone. who claims that she's a christian and I can't see her heart, living like this, she listens to profane music behind her parents consent and hangs out with druggies and goths. By the way I don't mean goths as in people who wear black but people who wear black for a reason other that to be different, like in a teenage cult where the one rule is to never be happy. It just kills me because I have honestly, the perfect family and it's very hard to see one of them stuggling. My family has never had any divorces, any unplanned pregnancies, any druggies, any punk rockers, and we are all in excellent health, the only people that I have known who died were a great grandmother but I din't reallly know her because she was losing her memory by the time she died so it was reallly a good thing and a very distant cousin who commited suicide,very sad, but actually I never met him. I just nkow someday I'll have to face sickness and death in my family and I will just have to lean on God. Anyway, I"m praying for this cousin of mine because she needs some direction and her parents need some strength to not give up on her.
change of topic: A series of unfortunate events is coming out soon and I can't wait to see it! It's gonna be soooo good! I love the books anyway