lonnng time no talky

So I finally have time to have a life since City of Angels is over. IT was sooo much fun though. There was this girl who was sooo funny, I'll just say that " Some like It Hot". hehe. Anyway, I finished the chronicles of Narnia last night. I din't love it at first, but seriously, the last battle is incredible. C.S Lewis is a literary genius. I felt so close to God, and I really understood Him as a friend more from reading these little fantasy stories. I would hightly recommend them. And the last one will make you want to go to heaven asap, if you don't already...I wrote a sort of poem last night that I think I will always keep. I don't write poetry, and I don't even really like to read it. This one didn't rhyme or anything, it just kind of flowed. It made me wnat to cry , or maybe that is just because I've beeen way stressed out recently. but anyway, I doubt that I'll ever show it to anyone, I"ll just keep it and pull it out when I need some comfort. I am so ready for college, one of my good frineds is greaduating early and moving to New Jersey over the breeak. It's happening, people I know are graduating and moving on, many whom I will never see again on earth, some I'll never see again ever. I feel like part of me wants to stay in care-free high school for a little longer, then the other more influential half wants to go out and go to college and be on my own and make friends and become a teacher...It is so sad to think that I'll never really live in our house again after this, or at least not really feel like I belong. It will be different from the day that I go to college. I suppose you cant' hold on to your childhood forever, that's what this is compared to the rest of your life, we're still living in our childhood. I've never wanted to grow up really, in middle school I was one of the last to relunctantly give up my barbies, and my little brother was the first to stop playing outside when we were little because he wanted to do nintendo stuff. I guess I just hate having to take on all the responsiblity of being older, but yet I"m excited about it too. My roommate and I looked at dorm stuff next week and it's going to be sooo cute and colorful. So i"ll end this on a happy note, OBU is the best!