New peeps

I just ran into this guy's profile on this and it was really interesting, we have a lot in common between choir and church stuff. I have to say I"m a little skeptical about all this internet meeting people stuff but who knows, you could make a friend. I would NEVER even entertain the thought that you would meet someone and fall in love or whatever. sure, it's a romantic sentiment but so unrealistic and stupid in this day. Some of my favorite movies are YO've Got Mail and Sleepless in Seattle but you know waht, I really don't think that would happen and work out. I suppose God works in mysterious ways but I'm not looking for that like some people. It's sad that women especially, have become so desparate as to go to these extents for "love". Actually it's not just sad, it's down right pitiful because they have such a void that only one Person can fill. I suppose that there are many of these such people at my school that I talk to everyday, some that may not even know that I'm a believer. I mean, I think that most people assume that I"m a "good girl" but do they really know what I believe in and why I am how I am. I have a sophomore cousin who is living in deep rebellion, she came over to our house for g-parents anniversary. It's so sad to see someone. who claims that she's a christian and I can't see her heart, living like this, she listens to profane music behind her parents consent and hangs out with druggies and goths. By the way I don't mean goths as in people who wear black but people who wear black for a reason other that to be different, like in a teenage cult where the one rule is to never be happy. It just kills me because I have honestly, the perfect family and it's very hard to see one of them stuggling. My family has never had any divorces, any unplanned pregnancies, any druggies, any punk rockers, and we are all in excellent health, the only people that I have known who died were a great grandmother but I din't reallly know her because she was losing her memory by the time she died so it was reallly a good thing and a very distant cousin who commited suicide,very sad, but actually I never met him. I just nkow someday I'll have to face sickness and death in my family and I will just have to lean on God. Anyway, I"m praying for this cousin of mine because she needs some direction and her parents need some strength to not give up on her.
change of topic: A series of unfortunate events is coming out soon and I can't wait to see it! It's gonna be soooo good! I love the books anyway